Desires of the Heart

Never have I asked God to make me a woman worthy of someone.
Today, I did. With no hesitation.
Once I asked, I was taken aback.
Why am I asking this? I wondered.
I was baffled at myself and the desires of my heart. This was something I never saw coming.
I have plenty of mental and physical desires, but never has my heart desired something like this.
What so I make of this?
God is working in my life. Shaping me and helping me grow in a way I have never known.
I am terrified because I am in uncharted waters and I have no compass. The only thing I can do is trust in the Lord.